I’m getting anxious about my trip. It’s not a big deal, just the usual nerves about going away. I’ll be fine once the get going gets going. I’m just trying to distract myself until then, but so far it’s going kind of crappily.
Is crappily a word? It doesn’t matter. Spellcheck on this computer doesn’t work, so I guess I can call it a word if I want.
Heard from an old married man today. It’s funny how things you thought were so charming once upon a time seem kind of sad a decade later.
Tiny Cat Pants 
According to the urban dictionary, your use of crappily was right on: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=crappily.
Sorry you’re feeling crappy. I’m the same way about traveling. Well, the nerves and all. I rarely sleep the night before I leave.