I’d believe that Mercury being in retrograde explains everything about how weird and grueling these last two days have been.
Instead, dear friends, I believe I’m going to have to suck it up and talk with someone about my panic attacks, which have become so terrible I about can’t stand it. I missed a meeting last week, couldn’t get out of the building yesterday, and missed a meeting today.
And then I feel shaky and run-down after I have them, so that shoots the rest of the afternoon.
I am concerned, to put it mildly, since they seem to be happening more frequently and, in this case, in places I’ve been able to easily navigate before.
But, three cheers for the Professor for coming and rescuing me yesterday.
I don’t know. It’s weird. I find them humiliating. Which, frankly, makes it harder for me to do anything about it.
Yes, I think I told y’all all that before, but it calms me to repeat it, so, sorry, bear with me.
I promise, later, I’ll have some thoughts that actually have something to do with something.