I’ve seen you here a couple of times and I hope you’ll pardon me for addressing you publicly. If you’re just searching for news on whether there’s been a suicide in Beaman Park, the answer is I don’t know.
If you are, by chance, contemplating committing suicide in Beaman Park, please reconsider. Yes, it’s a beautiful park. Yes, if you have to go out that way, going out like that in a place like that is not a bad end.
But listen. No matter what, even if you think you have no one left in the whole world who cares about you, your death is going to fuck someone up, bad, for the rest of his or her life. Probably, this is going to be a family member or two of yours, but, even if you’re right, and no one you know cares about you, think of the person who would find your body.
What if it’s a kid out hiking with her parents? Or the poor park policeman who noticed your car earlier?
Believe me. No matter how shitty you have it, they don’t deserve to have to live with what you might do.