I had a really nice weekend of birthday activities. I even failed to get to the grocery store because I was busy making spontaneous decisions to do other things. I don’t know if I could live that way all the time, but it felt nice for a while.
One question I keep asking myself that has grown out of therapy is “If I could be doing anything right now, what would I want to be doing?” And the answer a lot of the time is “I don’t know.”
That, I guess, sounds a little depressing, but from the inside, it feels kind of freeing to admit.
Anyway, here’s to another trip around the sun. I hope it’s a good one.