Everyone arrives today–The Butcher, my parents–to help The Butcher and his family move to Arizona. I feel like a skipping stone out across the water, hoping that, if I just concentrate on the far shore, I’ll make it, trying not to think about sinking.
We lived together, on and off, until I was forty, forty-one? Thirty-two years, if I’m counting correctly.
You just get used to having a person around after that long. To not needing plans or topics of conversation.
I’m going to miss them so much.