The First Freak Out

Yesterday I just got a little sad and scared. I don’t know how to do my job if people don’t have money to buy things. Libraries don’t need books if there aren’t any libraries.

And what do I do if I don’t do this?

I can’t sell my house and move into someplace cheaper. No one is buying and selling houses.

I can’t go move in with family and fuck the house because everyone is so far away.

I don’t know, y’all. It’s hard. And I think about us all living in an economy where the less sick deliver shit to the more sick until we are the more sick, but even that depends on the more sick having money.